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silverteardropx
31 March 2009 @ 10:37 pm
my first entry in months and i come with bad news. peachy.

i hate talking about love lifes,because it's so non-existent unless you count friends and family.
i admire those girls who can go through loving someone and come out of it after the huge storm with only a few scars as a reminder, and you know not kill themselves in depression. Now i'm not saying i want to throw my life away (i'm too selfish for that ;p) but when? WHEN is this going to be over with? i'm pitiful )
 
 
Current Location: lost
Current Mood: ouch it stings
Current Music: Heart Station by Utada Hikaru (how ironic)
 
 
silverteardropx
26 June 2008 @ 02:38 pm
i'm such so freakin obsessed with Soul Eater and Majin Tantei Nougami Neuro.
And i was wondering to myself just why do i like it so much. The main character who is like a kick awesome chick all comes back to my favorite character: Tenten. 

I was like O_o...i like the character so much that i'm suddenly seeing her everywhere i go....

yeah so i came to the conclusion that i have gone insane by being locked up inside and not doing what a normal teenager girl should do and hang out with her friends, go to the movies and what-not......




i need to get a life so badly!
 
 
 
Current Mood: sore
 
 
silverteardropx
20 April 2008 @ 02:39 pm
 okay life is stil miserable, my grades suck, BUT we're not moving until i finish high school! YEAH!

its either that or my dad has to let me learn how to drive and get a car for me cuz its like a 20 minute drive from the dirt pasture where we're moving and to my school which is also a place in the middle of nowhere...

then my mom said that i can get a car like when i'm 17 because she says she' sgoing to make me get a job then. (hopefully in a bookstore cuz i would just loooove that)

well this was short....
 
 
Current Location: on a chair
Current Mood: mmm
Current Music: Dream a Dream by Captain Jack
 
 
silverteardropx
02 April 2008 @ 03:42 pm
fall in crush ( since i think its way to young for me to fall in love), fall in the grades (makes no sence but it has happened), fall on the stairs....ouch

I DO NOT LIKE FALLING!!! today is officially the day when everything falls....well just me....


we had our science benchmark and it continues tommorow. and this guy told me my face isn't photogetic...okay i get it....i'm ugly but you know what please don't say that to my face it makes me cry.....my friend almost murdered the guy.

sigh (sadly)

anyways i probably murdered my test in geometry soooo not going well because of the lady. >.>

and i finally spoke to one of my dearest friends who i haven't seen for a while.....

i feel self concious because the guy i "like" is a genius (no seriously i mean A GENIUS). he stays modest but he knows he's a smartass. he even has these weird way of holding a pencil and playing around with it. he has these scary eyes and he mumbles alot.......the perfect genius no.....

sigh (angerly)

and lastly i have finally found out that i'm jerkaphobic  

  oh and happy belated april fools day (sorry no joke here)
 
 
Current Location: falling
Current Mood: enraged
Current Music: Fell In Love With A Girl by The White Stripes
 
 
silverteardropx
16 March 2008 @ 03:54 pm
Title: Green from Nature 
Rating: T
Couple: NejiTenten 




 
Note: I hope you guys liked it.

 
 
Current Location: floating in the sky
Current Mood: content
Current Music: Carry Me Home by The Hush Sound
 
 
silverteardropx
08 February 2008 @ 06:36 pm
the assistant principal called our house....

surprise )
 
 
Current Location: lost
Current Mood: rushed
Current Music: none
 
 
silverteardropx
30 January 2008 @ 04:07 pm

How the hell are you going to know if this is true? huh?
anyways the guy i like always acts carefree and i'm sure as heck in the inside he is not worrying over a girl...no instead i bet he has numbers and chemical equations running around his head....argh i can't wait to get out of puberty so i can achieve my goal of beging singly independent with a bunnie!  (face it i can't handle 12 of them...and they reproduce so forget it)


~ nuuu

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Current Mood: nuu
Current Music: Bullseye by Aly and A.J.
 
 
silverteardropx
04 January 2008 @ 12:14 pm
 i have to get my science fair project ready... its about how hand gestures can tell you about someone's personality. itz kinda cool. the other one i had in mind was to stare at someone's back and see if they have any psychic power to detect that someone crazy is staring at them.

not much  )
 
 
Current Location: under some covers
Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: Das Omen by E Nomine
 
 
silverteardropx
23 October 2007 @ 08:17 pm
o m g people!

 
 
Current Location: lost inside my head
Current Mood: WE SHALL ACT!!
Current Music: Snow ((Hey Oh)) by Red Hot Chili Peppers
 
 
silverteardropx
01 September 2007 @ 04:17 pm

Hmm my english teacher is not that bad. She seems very nice actually, just as long as i don't get her mad and my history teacher isn't that bad. My geometry  just lectures but if i take notes then i'll be fine. she gave us a reading assignment....yes this is in geometry not english....


that dolt head is more of a jerk than before and he made his hair into that emo side sweep and what not.....it looks ridiculous on him just plain stupid. But then again he is stupid so it fits, i don't want to upset his GF because i like her. she seems like a sane person i just don't understand what went wrong when she decided to date that dolt. I am so lugubrious (XD my new word from english it means sad!) 

annie is moving and when she does i want have any more friends to talk to freely with. i am going to be such a emo kid when she leaves. i feel safe around her and just a person i can act like a idiot and she'll understand me perfectly why i'm jumping on the ceiling. i am just a real sensitive person who is ready to crack at anytime and so far she had one the medal for not being able to put a single scratch on me. 

our friend (no name) is sort of acting like a bitch and its kinda getting annoying so annie and i are going to try to stand up but (no name)'s a little hard to work with so we might need some armor and swords with us on monday. and i have to be nice....to dolt head. why? because we have to work together in this play i don't have any major parts but we all have to work cooperatively and i can't do that when i hate someones guts and the feelings are pretty much mutual on the other side. SO i have to be...nice.... you don't know how much this pains me to do this. 



still there are no cute boys in our school = no crushes. but i'm not complaining that much i mean i feel a little free not worrying over my hair making myself look pretty for the guy just so he could look at me just once. i think its a waste of time. i could be doing other things important with that time wasted....like sleep XD 

i could sense the foreshadowing of the drama that is going to unravel itself and choke us demanding our attention i don't like problems...i hope whatever is in store for us it quickly is done with and over.....i really
 don't like problems....


p.s. my layout is not cooperating with me so ignore the mess =/
 
 
Current Location: just around
Current Mood: indifferent
Current Music: Lyudi Invalidy Remix by T.A.T.U
 
 
silverteardropx
14 August 2007 @ 05:39 pm
Ha i got sick again...probably for munching on ice...its grown to be my bad habit. 

 
 
Current Location: somewhere writing my will
Current Mood: eh...yeah i'm worried
Current Music: One day by Trading Yesterday
 
 
silverteardropx
04 August 2007 @ 09:29 pm

I like to party with myself, no its not because i'm some psycho who gains pleasure with talking to herself or the walls....although it is kind of fun....anyways the day we moved to texas i don't have any family member near my age to talk to. 

no instead i have people who bore me out of my hair.

 

 
 
Current Location: upstairs
Current Mood: AROUND THE WORLD WE GO
Current Music: make a wish by conjure one
 
 
silverteardropx
22 June 2007 @ 09:56 pm

Grr! I had a perfect day but it all ruined in 5 seconds. I was about to write how awesome my weekend went when my dad came in and said I shouldn't be on inapporiate sites, and my user sn name is weird and what not. It is just a simple sn!

 
 
Current Location: near my cousin
Current Mood: who am I? i am a blob!
Current Music: Let go by Frou Frou
 
 
silverteardropx
06 June 2007 @ 01:33 pm

It's a funny thing that I have to look out my window to tell you what the wheather is today. This should show you how much I am a sheltered in my cozy brown home. 

 
 
Current Location: on a very stiff chair
Current Mood: i'm not that interesting
Current Music: Face the Music by Conjure One
 
 
silverteardropx
30 May 2007 @ 01:19 pm

O_O omg seattle is beautiful! this place is amazing it has mountains that have snowy tops and large pine trees that are probably four times my size!!!! 

 

 
 
Current Mood: giddy
 
 
silverteardropx

BOO YAH!!!!
summer break take me AWAY!!! a half a day left and school (fishie year) is OVA!!!!
thats right ::does the boogie dance:: COME ON DANCE WITH ME!!! ^o^

....no i didn't get my drink spiked....just some insane sugar rush man!!!

ahahahhahahhahahahahhaha...i don't usually talk like this! but i'm crazy so who gives a fying f***! yo....my hommie.....duuuuuude......n_____n......

 
 
Current Mood: DON'T BE MAD GET GLAD
Current Music: Burn for You by Toby Mac
 
 
silverteardropx

i need your help guys!
and i need it by today or by monday which is kinda of a last minute notice and all but this is urgent. 
i'm not all that of a funny person and i need you humurous people to do me a very special and important request for me! 
you see my school is doing this childrens carnival and i'm in the puppet show committe and we're doing funny twisted fairy tales for kids. 
i was wondering if you could tell me a child's story and coat it up with some funny things into it. 
Like for example something liek how a preppy snotty princess kisses a prince and he turns into a frog and she's liek "NO! not again!" 
You don't have to give me a huge play just a small snippet piece and that would be GREAT!!!

 
 
Current Mood: WTH am i going to do?!?!
 
 
silverteardropx
16 April 2007 @ 07:43 pm
i am so computer stupid even though i'm on it 24/7! sheez i even type slow! 
i recently started reading this awesome book called White is for Magic its kinda spooky and romantical for me, just my type 
and i just came back from dallas and cute boys and now I'm back in Houston where not a single speck of cuteness is found! i miss NY terribly! 
 
 
Current Mood: i suck
 
 
silverteardropx
30 March 2007 @ 07:35 pm
 
 
Current Mood: irritated
 
 
silverteardropx
04 March 2007 @ 07:37 pm
Well my cousin ( i think he's my cousin) had his wedding and now its the following day. We're here for lunch (read: another party for me to snore at) and i am here doing my "homework".
 
 
Current Mood: dorky